Hi Everyone, it’s been a long time since I posted on here in fact it looks like the last time I posted it was a year ago next month. A lot has happened in between now and then. I started going to therapy to help get over a lot of trama that I’ve gone through in my life, and I’ve also been able to manage my anxiety to where I feel like I can function like…. I’m not going to say a normal human being… but to where I can function like a 22 year old young women. Something else that happened earlier this year I ended up meeting a guy that I used to know from school we went out for a couple months and then we went through a silent breakup. Which wasn’t too hard thankfully, because I knew it was coming and I had accepted it, which I believe made it a little bit easier. None the less, it sucked.
Then I want to say about a month later started to spend time witho friend I had made over the period of time, and we are now into our fourth month of dating and I have never been happier! He has taken me, a girl who has had a very very rough past, a rough life, and has been hurt, and has made her feel so strong, so worthwhile, and so unconditionally loved. He has accepted me for my quirks, for my randomness, and he loves me for who I am! I cannot begin to express how grateful I am for him, he puts up with so much… because even though I can manage my anxiety, it’s still flares up but at the end of the day he can still hold me in his arms, kisses me on the forehead, and tells me with so much confidence and surety that he loves me and I believe him.
I never expected this to happen to me. For the longest time I dreamed about falling in love with a man who was head over heels for me and then I would get married. But at the time I wasn’t really dating it seemed “Out Of Reach” and I tried to have faith that Heavenly Father has a plan for me. A part of me accepted that I just may not ever date or get married and I was okay with that… now I am hopelessly in love with a man who is extraordinary it makes me feel extraordinary. The point of this post is that hope is not lost when it comes to finding love. We all have someone out there who needs love.
Whether it’s someone who needs a friend, someone who needs a brother, someone who needs a sister, who needs a mom, who needs a dad, and sometimes that someone who needs a soul mate. Someone that they can call their own. We all have a soulmate out there and sometimes there are those who never find them but that doesn’t mean that our love shouldn’t be forgotten, where we can’t reach out to someone who needs it. For a long time, I was very bitter about the thought because I didn’t have it. As I look back on the last several months, in fact the last year, I have given my love to so many people. Some were grateful for it, some took advantage of it, and others embraced it, reflected it, and reached out to either me or to someone else. Don’t let your love go, embrace it, for it is one of the most powerful emotions that Heavenly Father has given us has given you.
I want to try to get my blogging back up, because I have a very close friend of mine that I made at work who wants to get into blogging. She may even want to start a YouTube channel where she does daily Vlogs of her and her husband. I want to be able to Blog, not necessarily alongside her but so that she has a blogging buddy. I’m very excited to get back to taking care of my page and to be able to share my daily life or weekly life with everyone. Now that I’ve really gotten over a lot of insecurities and anxieties about this blog I may start posting more pictures of me and of who I am. For a long time I was very afraid of putting my picture up on my blog because I didn’t want everyone to know what I look like. It’s very very weird putting this out there but there doesn’t need to be all this mystery, because this is who I am this is me these are my daily Misadventures. And I want to thank to all of those who take the time, or have taken the time I should say, to read my posts and to be reading this as a matter of fact. It’s kind of cool seeing how one can connect with someone that they’ve never met before. So from the bottom of my heart, thank you.
To finish off the post Salt Lake Comic Con starts in 2 days so I will be doing posts about Comic Con and sharing with you the awesomeness of being a freakin nerd, because that’s what I am! A huge nerd!
Sincerely, Bailey 😘